October please be nice to me...

honestly,this September  going very hard to me..
today 22nd september and i hope it will run fast to the October..

maybe this is the reason why this blog not being updated for soo long...

THIS SEPTEMBER

YESS, MY BIRTHDAY on 3rd September, nothing special, no special celebration, but i got gift from our beloved government, 20 sen!!!

Previously aku posting paediatric,tak tahu la kenapa kali ni terlalu ramai orang susah masuk hospital... aku sedih sangat.. melihat kesusahan mereka membuatkan aku malu untuk minta lebih lebih dari yang ESA.. lagi aku sedih, aku takleh tolong apa apa pun.. teringin juga ingin hulur sedikit duit, tapi mereka ni ramai, aku pulak bulan 9 ni krisis kewangan at the PEAK!!.. sighhh...hari ni masuk posting baru.. O&G.. semoga semangat baru ini semakin membara.. 3 bulan je lagi nak exam final ni!!

Awal September hari tu pula pengasuh Afia Aisyah cuti seminggu, boleh korang bayangkan betapa huru haranya hidup aku.. en suami pun sempat bawak dua beradik ni sehari duduk ofis dia..


2 big event occur which i could not attend!!! so SAD.. kekangan kewangan...
anak sedara kahwin dan   dapat anak  saudara baru.. anak angah..

financial problem at the peak level.. sighhhh.. never ending problem.. hopefully this October with en suami new salary will give some relieve..Also hopefully JPA scholarship will be in this October also..

Afia punya masalah telinga sejak dari umur 2 bulan masih tak settle.. ni pun macam never ending story jugak.. berapa kali operation da.. last seminggu sebelum raya.. follow up every 2 weeks.. berubat kampung banyak kali da.. nanah yang keluar semakin hari semakin banyak dan busuk.. siggghhhhhh..

LASTWEEK, berlangsung konvokesyen USM..
happy to see my friends graduated..
how was the feeling seeing so much updates on my social website regarding their BIG days???
huhuhu..
your time will come SOON faza!!
time to work hard!!
put aside all the problem and focus on your goal!!